I call it my shitty rants or something along those lines.
I was looking for a place to vent so well what the hell, why not make use of this free service. Well for starters I am trucking my way through midterms like every other person right now. It really has been hell and I wish I stopped being a gigantic procrastinator! But on the other side of things, my life or what I seem to believe to have, is pretty much like a dried up well waiting for the annual rain to come down and re freshen me.
Other than damn college life, my fucked up personal problems seem to be stacking up to make this shitty tower of fuck you. I learned to isolate myself from this but in doing so, I sooner or later HAVE to come back to that tower and destroy what I have created in the first place. Yet usually I just resort to drowning my cares away with alcohol. I mean well fuck, its my favorite placebo for this infection. I'm notinto drugs cause well my mother is Schizophrenic so I don't need an extra boost to get me to where she is. I really don't want to go down that road right now so I will leave it as that.
